Tourist

Tourist

You're a tourist

A passer-by

Adventuring to a land; a distant

A journey too far you wandered

A piece of dessert you found

Here to linger

I was the soil

Dried and arid

You lift the faucet

And came down the rain

Poured

What was coarse;

Is now fine

What was parched;

Is now bursting and flourished

Like the valley of Rhine

Pleasant and calm

Sweet as the scent of after soft rain

You came

Swept all the dust

That's been caving

In my mind

I wish you could stay

Forever-Ly nourished

Every dried cell in my heart

I wish you....

I've wished for you

But, you're just a tourist,

Come and go as you please

Wanders around

Mesmerized by things 

Experienced as it made you wiser

But never resides

I am me.

This piece of ordinary land

Stayed

Wishing for tourists

Longing for acquaintance

Like you

To pass-by or maybe

Stay

 ...and bring me eternal Monsoon

To end this terrible drought

In my 

Heart

Noor Izzaida

10-4-13

2032

.: the constellation for love :.

The Constellation for Love

On a night like this

When the moon is bright

& the sky is deep blue

I’ll stopped doing all the things

I need to do

Took a moment

& think about you

Although you’re far

A million galaxies away;

I couldn’t imagined

It won’t matter

Coz deep in my heart

I’m still in love with you~

You,

The one with dreamy eyes

& lavishing dreams

You,

The one who broke mine

& took it away with you

Just how much more

Do I have to;

Haunted around gazing at you

You; your shining youth & our ancient memories

Seemed like a million miles away.

Impossible to reach~

Yet I’m still gazing

Captivated by the beauty;

It’s you!

& here I am

Wishing I was the moon to your night

I was the North Star

To your navigation

I was the ring

To your finger

Though you’re a NO to mine
I was, am and still YES to yours!

I once fought hard

In this battle of defeated love

I did!

But

All hopes of winning sifted into dust

I let failure and despair grew into me

It’s true~

Though others may have come

& did their best to knock down the walls

In my heart;

These walls just won’t seem to crumble

It’s impossible

Coz I had you as an enchantment

That binds all the dimensions

In my space

So, come and drag me into

Your black hole

For even if you suck all the light

Inside of me

I’ll be more than willing to

Let it all gone

& live in your darkness

As I am tired

Of only gazing

The constellation

Reaching, finding;

Longing and missing you

These stupid thoughts of mine

This typhoon like love of mine

I only get

On a night like this

When the moon is bright

And the sky is deep blue

& I started to think about

You!

Silent Love

how does it feel to fall in love with your best friend?;

it took you so long to realize

but u know inside your heart you want no man other than him

it’s not affection

it’s not lust

you just knew,

every small things he does

even though stupid things-

or even hurt you;

you seem to ignore

you just love watching him

doing the things he does best

you don’t smile nor frown when you look at him

you just stare at him blindly

because you know

you will never be with him

you’re just his BEST FRiENd

always be-

and you know

it would be messy if he knows what you feel for him~

knowing that he is now taken~

happily with his girl

it breaks you
but you keep silent

just liking him behind his back

moving on with your life

doing things you normally do

but you keep telling yourself

that this feeling will soon fade..

you keep your hopes high

you keep cool when talking to him

but your heart felt like jumping
every time your eyes met his

you love him

you know you do

and sometimes you just wish-

that he would love you too

saying this to him

would make you sounded crazy

thus,

you just move on with your daily life

laugh, shout, smile, cry~

but you still keep an eye

and your heart with him

because you believe

that if it were destined

you to be with him

you will be.