Silent Love

how does it feel to fall in love with your best friend?;

it took you so long to realize

but u know inside your heart you want no man other than him

it’s not affection

it’s not lust

you just knew,

every small things he does

even though stupid things-

or even hurt you;

you seem to ignore

you just love watching him

doing the things he does best

you don’t smile nor frown when you look at him

you just stare at him blindly

because you know

you will never be with him

you’re just his BEST FRiENd

always be-

and you know

it would be messy if he knows what you feel for him~

knowing that he is now taken~

happily with his girl

it breaks you
but you keep silent

just liking him behind his back

moving on with your life

doing things you normally do

but you keep telling yourself

that this feeling will soon fade..

you keep your hopes high

you keep cool when talking to him

but your heart felt like jumping
every time your eyes met his

you love him

you know you do

and sometimes you just wish-

that he would love you too

saying this to him

would make you sounded crazy

thus,

you just move on with your daily life

laugh, shout, smile, cry~

but you still keep an eye

and your heart with him

because you believe

that if it were destined

you to be with him

you will be.